What do i do? I'm a horrible muslim!?

Well, i just turned 13 yrs old on aug. 8 and i'm a muslim girl. So i didn't start my quran very early. The 1st time i started, i was 10 yrs. old and i was actually on the book that helps u read in arabic ( can't remember the name of the book.) And then i moved to some other place so that woman that used to teach me couldnt. And then i started reading somewhere else. And i completed the 1st sipara and i was working on my 2nd sipara. And i was 12 yrs. old that time and i was in dallas. So i couldnt finish it because i moved to arlington, va. And i don't know how to pray. I only know Al Fatiha and i know how to read in Arabic. Not that good in arabic, but how a beginner read. So my parents are not really trying to look for anyone to teach me. My dad is just telling me to read myself, but i don't think that is going to help me much because i need someone to correct me..because i totally am not that good of a reader. I make mistakes atleadt 50 times while reading. And i don't know how to pray. So i don't know what to do. I cry because i feel like the only one in the whole family that doesn't know how to pray and hasnt finished quran. I don't know why it had to be me that has to go through this. And i totally don't know what to do..and my parents are totally not helping at all...so can ya'll give me any advise or anything..thank u